In Solitude Part 2

This feeling
when you are with me
sharing the same bed
under the same blanket
is not the feeling I have before.

The yearning body
the warmth of your lips
on my lips
your finger traveling my body
is not giving what I want.

I feel so numb
feel so dumb
and even you are here with me
even if I am not lonely
but I know I am alone
in eternal solitude

So I stop to feel
and to look for
my other half in you
because I understand know
that I am complete within
and it should be no shame
of living in solitude
for having you this way
is enough....